>>13203058Take 6 grams of psilocybin mushrooms while camping alone in the wilderness. I suggest night time with a very small fire. I warn you this will not be a pleasant experience but when you wake up the next day you will be a new person. I repeat, this WILL NOT be a pleasant experience. Most likely 4 hours of pure mental anguish while your brain is forced to deal with your emotional issues and traumas you have spent your life ignoring. Just remember while tripping your goal is to surrender yourself to the pain and the experience. Mushrooms have a bad name because of recreational use by giant faggots. I used to play vidya, watch porn, binge eat garbage food, and smoke pot for 12 hours a day on work days and 18 hours per day on my days off. I weighted 410 lbs, I was a 28 yr old virgin, I was angry and miserable and suicidal. After my first massive dose of psilocybin I thought I was going to die in my tent, actually I was sure of it. Worst experience of my life. But when I awoke the following morning and came out of that tent I was born anew. I now spend 8 hours per day studying programming and Mandarin and I chase chubby women like its my job. Also I lost 200 lbs through fasting. I cannot stress this enough, this will work for you, but you will suffer. God speed to you, Hans. Death to Israel.