>>14694122I once found love in my sad life. My life finally had a meaning. I wanted to keep going forward no matter what. After a year of being together I want to marry her. She rejected my wedding proposal. After that I was sad, disappointed for a week or 2... 3 years has passed and the only thing I feel is anger hidden behind smiles and jokes. I am working to help my family, after work I am lifting to release some anger and playing some vidya to forge about reality and past. My only goal in life right now is to see when this gay earth will end and how beautiful it will be.