>>21984613Ironic simp posting is kinda funny but get a hold of yourself anon. There's an entire country of Spanish Bianca's just a hop skip and a jump away to you that overflow all over Europoor. You've got all sorts and types of cute not fat girls over there in abundance. That's not the problem, is it? You're crushing on Binx because you watched her day and night for 6 weeks. You know what you need to do. We all do. Build up your friend group and spend time often with them and their friends. Eventually a cute girl adjacent to that group will catch your eye that will also think you're funny and cute too and the sexy magic will happen. She might not be Spanish, but she will be very cute and it will be real and not parasocial.
This parasocial fishtank stuff can serve a good purpose if it inspires you to be social in real life, if you use it as a crutch to not get your shit together it will destroy you. We're playing with fire here. If you watch Binx streams use it for the purpose she herself suggests its for. To inspire you to try new things and meet new people and work on yourself and interests.