>>17795938this will sound gay, but sooner or later you will have to get a grip on life. the last thing she would've wanted you to do was obsess over her on some silly mongolian basket weaving forum. instead, every time you start daydreaming about her, consider what she would have liked you to do. probably take a muay thai class? or do 10 push-ups every 10 minutes, like jon. or go to the arcade and meet some new autistic people. after the show ended and she walked out of the house, i felt awful for days. i couldn't eat or sleep properly. this empty feeling was sitting in my stomach at all times. i had never had this happen before. but sooner or later, you will have to look at it logically and turn this parasocial feeling for her into force for good. there's a lot of spiritual inspiration and motivation to be gained from josie. find peace in the fact that she's happy right now, didn't forget about her fans and her fans didn't forget about her. she has a bright future, and you are here to cheer her on. don't be a fucking chike.
