>>12195230Accept my loss and dedicate my life to burning down every last disgusting bit of this hellfire "civilization", in an effort to insure that what has happened to me won't happen to others.
I know it's not the answer you want to hear but I've been through a similar situation and it's the best I got for you.
Channel your hatred and use it as fuel to sculpt yourself into a monster with no fear.
Or suicide I guess, but that's to easy and changes nothing.
Welcome to the modern world OP.
