>>18115187Quit being so dramatic. Don't off yourself. Absolute WORST case scenario you are broke and outdoors a lot, which might suck, or might be awesome depending on how you do it. The worst thing you could do is end up a drug or booze dependent turd floating around with no mission. So stick to your mission, by 2030 we need these bastards out of control or they will have us eating bugs.
If you are serious and not a shill, then tackle those things in OP that you listed as issues. Go have a fucking shower rather than typing about how you don't shower. If you can identify these as problems and list them as you did, you can fix them.