>>13444694Anxiety isn't equal to being afraid. As for why I am constantly anxious, well it doesn't make any sense. Started as a smol kid making no sense like being irrationally anxious about my parents hearing what I watch on TV so I always watched mute TV (this is the earliest memory I have about anxiety) then snowballing to other things until literally everything caused anxiety until it just became a severe base feeling until I derealized constantly when I was 12yo then derealization became worse and feeling of anxiety became less. I even talked about this(anxiety) sometimes on discord and I think i mentioned it on bantu too. I foolishly thought I overcame anxiety though kek
