Stop dwelling on acceptance of facts and live according to the law of the Lord. Do not question or dwell on questions, as you will overburden yourself. Accept the world for the way it is and move on with it. Find someone who loves you, and then add things upon that, taking on more stressors. Or go live in a Buddhist monastery.
If you want to be loved, you will find it, outside of material or digital gains. You will find acceptance from anyone you desire by making yourself humble and accepting of those you really don't like.
In my terms, I don't like anyone I don't look like, which is why I like Stevie from GMM. She looks like me, and I love her. She looks like my mom, and all the Oedipus Complex people will come out; people like who they look like.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7b7yXi1kds&ab_channel=Justice 