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And ill tell you its not fucking easy to do this. This day and age you are up against generations of advanced technology, social engineering, and central planning aimed against independently minded good honest people from existing because they pose a threat to the system itself because it posits a functional alternative. You also have to face the idea that its likely your tv, computer smartphone are not good products for your mental health despite becoming dependant on them. Your water supply is likely poisoned along with your toothpaste and most of your groceries and animals you eat are genetically modified and bombarded with a whole host of chemicals designed to either lower your iq or create some sort of health problem down the line while your doctor and pharmacist will gaslight you to the effacacy of certain drugs or treatments while completely ignoring safe and alternative treatments you could find on the internet because having repreat customers is what gets them money. You can basically see that outside of being a loner you have a civilization that is structured like a mob racketeering scheme and pretends it isnt and the worst part is that you may know some tricks but each day it becomes harder and harder for the average human being to protect themselves from all of them so its likely you are going to fall prey to some bullshit sooner or later unless you really compartmentalize yourself and become totally self sufficient.
What im saying is that unless you come from a wealthy well established and connected family its gonna be tough to hack it in life living in an urban environment because you have been sold a false bill of goods your entire life that is hazardous to the nature of the human spirit. I'm telling you instead of being lonely look at it as a time to engage in an act of self development and rebellion and say "no i will find my own life outside the city and I wont fall for your tricks anymore."