>>12302262Had the feeling where I was in the here and now feeling years ago like 6 or 7 years from what I know, but specifically when I was 12 or 13 was very self aware of where things were headed, but as I grew older finding a job was hard because I never really got to build a base where I could work on, a car a job and hobbies to unwind, or even a roof over my head, things felt as if it were going nowhere. The system is designed to be soul crushing you only start to notice it during your mid to late teens, and adulthood is just plain grim.
