>>10614485Well, you have 2 options.
1. Give up on life and kill yourself
or
2. Try and fix your life to make things better
If you plan on picking 2 remember that alcohol is a depressant and while it may seem like a viable coping mechanism it in actuality is making things worse. Perhaps you could try pursuing a passion of yours? If you wanted to improve your income I would recommend taking a trade course to become a plumber or another form of low skill employment that still has a livable salary. Life inherently has no meaning, the only meaning it has is what you give it if you have an activity or hobby you like doing perhaps you should make your life more focused on doing that thing rather than just persisting. While life may seem pointless and things may seem tough try to remember that there will always be opportunities for you to improve the situation you got.
Stay positive anon.