>>18651013People say I'm thoughtful, funny and smart. When I'm around others I think I try to impress them and make them happy, I enjoy their company and they enjoy mine. When I'm alone however I regress to being a cave troll, doing nothing more than masturbating and eating, it makes me feel miserable. The solution is right there but I cannot be fucked to try. I've been NEET for 6 years and I know I could easily get a job and build a new life for myself but for some reason I just don't it. I'm not socially awkward, I'm not a lazybones when given a task, I'm not unaware of the consequences. I just don't try.
