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Dear diary. I have been online stalking a black metal girl for 8 years. She has black hair, kind of into occult and for some reason still plays TES Online. I saw her in a bus one time and she didn't leave my thoughts ever since.
The funny thing we have a lot in common with the guy she has been dating all this time (around 8 years too), which makes me think me and her could have been a perfect couple if the fate turned differently. The guy is like my evil twin. We were born in the same province, except I'm from the East and he is from the West. We were growing up in the similar towns (10K people, kind of depressive). We even studied in the same university in the same city we met her. Except I made a career, have a lot of money and he is working at menial jobs. However, he met her first under more favorable circumstances. She sends him gifts in our local social network every holiday with heartwarming words. It makes me envious.
I know it's all pointless and I will never meet her in real life again, but still keep thinking about her. She influenced me a lot without even knowing. Such cases.