>>12567177>Did you actually believe those things at one point?not sincerely really
was fun to speculate on what the west might have been like without the influence of abrahamic religion
i mean, i see so many people being pointlessly cruel in the name of religion even on 4chan when they keep saying they want to shoot homosexuals. had so many bad experiences. especially in rehab, all the provided reading material was from churches. the person i saw for alcoholism kept pushing biblical shit. i started to feel like these people aren't even sincere themselves about their own professions. they'd rather you be dead as long as your 'soul' is intact afterward and that really bothered me.
i also noticed how many vicious hypocritical idiots religion attracted. there were a group of around 3 people that went to church in rehab and they were the most judgemental awful cunts in the entire building. they'd call you out for not going, call other people out for 'using his name in vain', but i saw this as just opportunistic psychopathic point scoring behaviour to dominate people because the same asshole who ranted at someone for saying jesus christ would blast korn songs about sex in his room.
i feel like maybe i did really resent religion, especially christianity, but not in a fashion where i'd actively do anything about it. sometimes i just imagine a world without them and i don't think that's a crime.