>>8372326No you're staying alive until your body give in. And I now think I'm starting to remember who I once was. I may not be at peace but I now know what I'm going to do with my life more clearer.
I think I needed this talk. I will use this pain and let it guide me to a brighter future. I want no one to feel this way. I'm going to double down and work towards on becoming a PJ. Not because I fantasies on doing cool stuff but on bringing them our brothers and sisters back home to see their family. I'll keep on trying until they say my body gives in. I don't know what mistakes I will make along the way and I'm terrified. But I just have to take a leap of faith. If he was here I would tell him"thank you for giving me the strength"
>>8372334No problem and that defined what I was feeling for along time until now.
