>>14158432>wake up>get ready for work (at home)>she gets up hours ahead of when she needed to during me getting ready>she's in kitchen making coffee only for herself>walk in, lights mostly off, I accidentally step on cat's foot>bloodcurdling yowl as expected>me, being a normal person - "oh kitty I'm sorry">her, SHE'S FINE JUST LEAVE HER ALONE (subtext -fuck that cat)>her, NOW YOU SEE THE SHIT I PUT UP WITH THEYRE ALWAYS UNDERFOOT EVERY MORNING>me, "Yeah I know but I feel bad and I get up early enough that I know, they do the same thing to me.>her, WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?!This launches her into a rage.
Won't go blow by blow but she told me I wasn't even human and I don't know how to connect to her and she was just trying to " comfort" me and my bad attitude/anxiety was causing her to have a bad morning and that I was always an asshole.
Me, being a normal person told her it was all in her head and that not only did she start the argument and call me names, but then literally dehumanized me. This of course had no effect and she left for her job 90+m later and didn't even say goodbye.
I'm probably going to kill myself soon.
