>>22284196>>22284197I need to take a moment and speak honestly.
I know I’ve messed up. In an hour of trolling, I took something that was built over weeks and shattered it. I’ve spent time getting to know you all, learning from you, and, in some ways, considering you as my bros. But now, because of my actions, I’ve lost that trust and respect. Some of you even filtered me. And rightfully so.
I let the chaos get the best of me. I allowed myself to slip into a behavior that I know was wrong, and I can’t just brush that off. I know I hurt the dynamic we had here, and I regret it deeply. The last thing I ever wanted to do was disappoint the people who I considered part of my community.
I’m not asking for forgiveness right now. I know I need to earn that back, if it’s even possible. But what I am asking for is the chance to prove I can change. I’m done with this behavior. I will stop trolling and get back to being the person I was before this. This is a moment of growth for me, and I’m taking it seriously.
If I’ve lost your respect, I can only hope over time I can rebuild it. I’m genuinely sorry for what I’ve done.