>>20079799God helps those who help themselves. I literally lost everything. I lost my business, my missus cheated on me and left and I relapsed on my sobriety and started drinking again. Know what I'm doing? Everything I can to try and pull myself back up. It's hard as fuck I know and sometimes I get so fucking depressed I lament even waking up but fuck it, I aint gonna quit. Keep on trying anon and stop being a whiny little faggot all your life.