>>10805532>>10805534Larpers. If you truly wanted to die then you would be ded rn
>>10805542Ya that's always the case. The last person I was in love with would have been perfect gf for me and she tried to get in contact with me(she isolated herself so no contact with other people but wanted contact with me) etc but I was too mentally illu kek i think I'm mentally oke enough now to have a gf
>>10805554I got mentally abused too like my mom is so similar to the moms of a lot of serial killers but I can still feel intense love. It's a very nice feeling desu and I don't think most people feel it/feel it this intense. It's shitty that you don't feel it desu