>>15816826Before looking for someone to love you, learn to love yourself first and treat your mind and body with some respect.
Tone down the booze and vidya to healthy levels and fill the void that creates with healthy food and healthy activities instead (exercise should be on top of that list and finding a new hobby that isn't just consuming media is good for you mentally).
If you want to meet new people and a potential partner, get a job, go to college or pick up some kind of hobby that involves some kind of group activities or where meeting new people is unavoidable. Avoid shitty dating apps like the plague.
And most of all, stop being a flaming degenerate faggot