>>2678227>i literally (I'm 25 now) used to spend days and weeks obsessively hating white people because i was brainwashed to think EVERY RACIAL PROBLEM I HAVE IS THERE PERSONAL FAULT.Welcome to wakey-wakey land.
Sucks balls.
For me the worst part was when the realisation dawned on me that every relationship I'd built over the previous 2.5 decades was with an equally intellectually and morally dishonest and self-hating wastrel who was contributing as much to keeping me down as I was to keeping them down. And then seeing them disintegrate as I described how I didn't want to play faggot victim any more, and I wanted them to journey out of hell with me.
And they all chose hell.
So, today you change. SPEAK THE FUCKING TRUTH. You are grateful to be living in that country. You are grateful to be brought up a white land, by intelligent, gracious whites (yeh yeh, not all of them), you are grateful for all the sacrifices of the white ancestors of today's largely ungrateful whites, all they bled and all they built because you, we, don't deserve it. We just happen to benefit from it as a result of a historical aberration.
You are above all grateful to have grown up in a foreign land in a kind era which has possibly existed for 5% of human history in 5% of places overall, worldwide: A place where being a mongrel or a different ethnicity to the local one doesn't get you immediately hung from the the nearest tree. That's the natural state of things in 95% of times in 95% of places and we're blessed that this hasn't happened to us.
We KNOW that it wouldn't happen if the tables were turned and we were whites growing up in our home countries today.
So be grateful, speak the truth and notice how things are changing and choose a side, for the right reasons and not because you may necessarily benefit from it in the long run. Give back to those who gave to you so that it can be passed on to those who DESERVE IT, not those who are the same colour as you.
Not easy. Best of luck.
