>>21347498I think deep down I’m still hurting a little bit about the cutting situation. I think she genuinely thinks I’m pathetic for that. I really don’t know if it was tough love I mean she was saying she wasn’t gonna masturbate because of it. I feel like I’m gonna have to start putting makeup on my arms or something because any future gf who sees that will get instantly turned off and I’m stuck with this stupid shit on my arm for life. My dad saw it and was extremely disappointed. She said I was making it gayer by apologizing. I felt like I ruined everything that night.