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Mom took me to the Y and they let me have a free workout and I got a bigger swole because of the olympic weights and machines
I could only bench 120 since I lift 60+60 dumbbell at home
There were broccoli mutt kids lifting bigger than me and flipping faggot hair and I stuck out like an infected thumb and incredibly awkward especially in tight clothes and not knowing how to stand around people making anxiety hands and my scars and grotesque head were drawing attention and I felt ostracized but I can get a discounted membership tomorrow and you can just sit around and tv's and stuff and I bet people want their children away from me which hurts and I doubt any small woman would approach me to make friends but I could play genshin on my phone in the corner so I don't have to call 911 on myself every day and ask them to put me in the psych ward so I don't have to be afraid alone and I did use the bench seat and feel contaminated but my mom says she is proud of me