>>8358718I probably won't, but man, I have so much riding on this. I am lucky to have a really great girl who's not a thot, or a bitch or a feminist or anything like that, and we've been together for a decade now, and it all might be in the toilet because I was a fucking retard and I smoked weed. I told her my worries earlier today and she just started crying. It breaks my heart to disappoint her, and she's already been more than patient with this whole thing.
If I can't marry her, then I've wasted the best years of her life, and I can't live with that. I don't know what I'm gonna do.
