>>8559761In that case you might wanna be open about the fact that it gets you off and look for it on a fetish site. Might be able to find someone on
fetlife.com. Its basically a BDSM social media site. If you put what you're into in your profile it might go somewhere.
Just bear in mind it is a social media site for general discussion and meetups, it's not really a hookup site or anything like that... You can meet people through it though.