>>8855935I've been trying but a decade of basically zero socialization has taken a toll. I've worked at the same family company for 8 years and no one knows anything about me. I'm the guy the shows up, works, and leaves. A girl in the office approached me a lot over about 2 years, she was a 10/10 Stacy, but I bitched out because I didn't want her to find out the truth and humiliate me. Now I just creep her out and she avoids me like the plague. I have to find a new job soon.