>>4404607I need to vow that for myself too
Killing myself would only be selfish and add to the list of my family tragedies
I mean, my dad lost his older brother with an anyeurism, my grandad's mom commited suicide and his father died from electrocution in a bathtub, my grandmother is an orphan whose parents were killed during wartime in very poor conditions, and my other grandmother died early from cancer when I was 7 years old
I don't want to emotionally damage my parents more after all that shit happened
