>>2850105>just continue on my autistic path and everything is going to work outI think the big question here is
>what does "work out" mean to you?What is your idea of things "working out", to me this statement sounds like a goal, a happy endpoint, something you hope to see at some point.
However, it sounds like you don't really know what that endpoint is, hence the feeling of grinding towards nothing.
Right now it does sound like you are grinding towards nothing.
What do you want to grid for? What would make you feel like things "worked out" for you?
