>>12294338Wrath is my sin of choice.
It is better than sex.
I understand.
Nurturing the hatred in the lead up to vengeance is necessary for proper enjoyment.
I gave that over to God about seven years ago and it was like having a weight lifted.
There are some people I could have killed. It took an act of will, and a miracle or two to NOT do it.
Allowing the Lord to deal with it in His way is best. If they don't repent of what they have done to you, who can hurt them worse, you or God?
If they do repent, they aren't going to hurt you any more.
Pray.
STUDY the WORD.
Pray some more.
Trust that He can handle it better than you.
It's hard. I still have trouble sometimes. Admit you can't fix you and ask Him for help.
Here's some things that may help...
Rainbows:
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https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLRj8AJuzeJRwHdeFua3pzmwPB_JCS0mIqChuck Missler's Knowing God - An Extraterrestrial Message
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