>>13692092>At some moment when I was sitting at the table the thought of not belonging swept over me and I haven't been able to shake off this feeling.If what you said is true, then I am sorry you were brainwashed, but you also cannot tell your husband, for will he respond nonviolently?
>All I wanna do is abandon everything, run away and forgot that's ever happened.Perhaps you should, but bide your time and make sure this is what you truly want because once you leave, you can never look back; you can never see your husband or kids again.
>I'm vising my girl friend in Saint Petersburg Russia.Does your tongue know how to speak Russian? You can begin anew with your friend to help support you. Perhaps not in Saint Petersberg proper, but in a surrounding rural area that is actually affordable.
>May Freyja guide you to where you can be safe and sound and happy. 