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Hey, /bant/. I'm really struggling here. My condition doesnt allow me to work regular jobs because of how long I get stuck in the bathroom and because of its unpredictability. I see neets posting up in 4chan and how much I wish I could trade their stomachs for mine. I like working(especially labour type jobs). I like contributing to society. It kills me every day that I'm stuck in the bathroom usually and my life is passing me by. I cant visit my bro in canada. I have to choose what days I eat(bc the day after I eat, I'll be spending the next 9-12 hours, sometimes a whole day and a half in the bathroom) I most likely wont be able to attend my cousins wedding. I feel like a burden to my parents. I lost all inspiration and motivation for music. I'm dry creatively now. I realize, I will never experience another relationship with a chick again because my condition will prevent that. You NEETS dont deserve a functional stomach. Why do I have to suffer everyday? I want to kill myself but wont because I dont want to put that kind of pain on my family. What the fuck do I do. The doctors think my condition is caused by constant stress and I dont know how to not stress. I dont even know when I'm stressing out usually. Help me please because I dont want to suffer anymore. I want to be normal again and contribute to society. I want to work. I want to be independent again.