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Next week I am turning 40 and I have come to realization that I was afraid of from the age of 20. I am never having kids. Not because I am sterile, but because I am completely incompetent with women. Only time I ever had sex was with some mentaly ill girl at the age of 18, and after we broke up I was pretty much done.
I have money, I even have my own apartment, actually owning an apartment, not renting it, I inhereted it from my grandpa, god bless his soul. I would consider myself financially stable and I could def afford having a child, but the problem is, my time has passed. I missed the train. My parents didn't even live to see grandchildren. I come back home and I don't even hear "Hi honey". Not even being greeted by my son/daughter. I feel miserable and it hurts me from the inside what failure I became. I built a career, have money, no debt, have everything I ever wanted except the most important thing: family.
