>>6518502This is why we make these threads ;)
>>6518503Ah oui,it's classic when the brain and the heart are in disagreement. Check if the family has a daughter if not maybe look to other churches, try pick up a hobby to meet new people and possible suitors. For example, I practice judo and i've made quite a few good friends and i'm even seeing a girl ive sparred with
>>6518505Yeah don't jelq you are fine just the way you are, be confident with yourself. You will make it!
>>6518506Absolute ubermensch
>>6518510Ouh the PMCs have quite a low survival rate, would be tragic to loose someone like you. Have you tried private security, like G4S? I'm out of ideas, try talk more to family and friends they might be of more help because they have a more personally knowledge of you