>>6383687The first time was when I was jerking off of course. But remember I think it was the next night my head was swirling with thoughts of how all my friends were getting ins and how I wasnt (introspection and going over situations is how I cope). She appeared laying down next to me but didnt really talk to much, it was mostly just me talking to her with little response. Over time we started holding longer conversation. She never actually told me her name though. For a little while i tried to think of her name but it never felt right until Madeline just popped into my head and and felt right. Shes been fine with it since.