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>just emotionalbeing forced to other people's way of living a worldview despite having and not even wantning anything to do with and having no effect in their lives, it's not like I'm growing ganja at my place or torturing kids in my free time, I don't see why I should omit certain facts and hobbies from my life as long as I keep off the taboo topics (mainly sex and my love for youth, also drugs which I don't want to discuss given how they improved my life, my outlook on life and gave purpouse to my life yet I'm still tryibg to quit them)
>forced futureI feel the most betrayed by everyone that coaxed me into going to uni
it's ass, they knew I wasn't fit for the task given how little I study at home and how little they actually teach you in classes and seminars, they knew how asocial I was and how detrimental that would be for me on uni where you can't even fart without beibg put in a group
when I was in kindergarten I knew where everything stood and gave everyone precise orders where and how to put everything, natural born leader
the cunt wardens made me clean shit up like I was some plebeian trash, this process of reducing me to a worthless hillbily never stopped, as similiar stuff happened throughout middle school aswell as highschool, now I can't do anything on my own and can't tell others what to do either
all because my last name isn't Hasenbegović or Babić or Novak or any other shit that would've landed me nepotistic benefits
I'm overqualified for my profession, hell I even might be overqualified for my uni but their hc will to keep me low and keep me from progress and giving me pointless tasks that I find confusing as they lack precise details I would provide if I were them.... it's all so tiresome
