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I'm in a deteriated state of confusion that ever so lurks over my mind like a poision that eats away my rottening consciousness, i can not think streight for a long time now and may i seem normal to many i know my mind is in deep hellish mist that chokes me every day, my imagination and creativity has droped significantly over the years and my ideas are unsophisticated mess, my goals have vanquished and i feel like a dead man walking, a shell not a man just a drone that wakes up to re-live the past day same as the next one in dreems of solvation of the terrific state of my mind, i see no bright light only vague glimpse of it, but other than that darkness, as if i was dreaming an unconscious dream that would make no sence, for i am a blind man with no guidence barely moving trough with other sences yet never capable of grasping the suroundings, it is so dim that i sometimes forget about this terrible truth and perhaps it's for the better.