>>1404384218 I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my flesh; for I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. 19 For I do not do the good I want to do. Instead, I keep on doing the evil I do not want to do. 20 And if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
- Romans 7
You are free, anon. You may struggle with your flesh forever, but Christ has paid the price for your freedom. His sacrifice was and is enough for your sins. Past, present, and future.