>>8968503The one last thing I would like to add is that I have a specific memory I think would give you a decent picture
I was talking to my mum downstairs, about some random unimportant shit. And on the way upstairs I questioned if I was even a person, if I should just kill myself and if I would ever be normal again
I felt like everything I said was a misstep and a mistake, something wrong and strange.
The part that tore me apart emotionally the most is that when I finally admitted to my mum that every second I spoke to her I was in an existential nightmare, she said she hadn't even realised. No one had.
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