>>13881902>Likely becuase I am not worth saving, far from a good man. None of us are, anon, take comfort in that. We're all in the same boat. Saved because we are loved, not because we are special or deserve it, 'merely' because we are loved and were open to that love.
Remember, Jesus Himself was so apprehensive of facing God's wrath on the cross that he sweated blood. That's next level fear. So we aren't even alone in our fears and apprehensions, He very much understands.