another one in self isolation
the other on his way
fired the only guy from my town that was among more competent workers
almost fired another guy
the girk went our from self isolation but the other student left for good, they might take the girl for two more weeks but I may not be so lucky
arbeit machts frei aber was machts arbeit???
knly work can set you free bur where to find work when ya hafta study and your home is shit for study it's happening all over again
>>11784150>trynonononono thankyou
>drugsnope,nevah been emotion kinda guy since childhood, limbic system empty no clear emotions in sight
mostly autism, can't express can't body language properly
somewhat sociopathy since I grew more and more apathethic towards everything and anything pretty soon in life (and recently evolved to a cynic)
the whole idea makes me feel dizzy, like the sight if my laptop during last academic year
bolts of shock or whatever, cold sweat, overreaction to adrenaline, flight syndrome (I get fught syndrome for other stuff but not this)
escapism
drugs make it easy I don't have to think sbout it, don't even feel a need to think about it, can focus on whats important and say fuck you to imposed system of regulations I gave no consent to
>permafull bladdersno, so your piss don't stink