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>tfw i understand nothing of whats going on at work
>even what little i do understand depends heavily on documention i either have no access to, is prohibitively difficult to access even at a level where I'm allowed to, or the documentation simply doesn't exist
It's weird that my relaxing no stress at home no fears no anything mode feels actually less childish than being at work.
I'm still not in control in hobby stuff and homemaking work, but it's at least for documented and understandable reasons that I can either accept or work around; not like at work where it's just a constant series of "I don't know how that works. I'm honestly just guessing here."
but in my hobby stuff, everyone shits on me, even when I just go "I want a project, what should I do" people don't even offer real ideas or criticism, they just make fun of me
