>>10791708that wasn't the point of war.
let me explain via the chesstnut analogy
the campaign lasts about a year
I employed irl pawns by the start of campaign including irl rook and queen
the point of campaign was to just stay calm, I have no actual problems in life, the war idn't against anything other than stress itself
see, all of my problems dissolve over time and that's the key factor- just wait- there are other ways to confront those problems but frankly I've wasted too much time and effort on solving them when I'm just inadequate, I have nobody competent to help me at those problems nor do I trust the croatian professionals to help me given how they are bunch of greedy morons that do nothing to help, sure I could just go abroad for treatment but I'm not there yet financially
at the start of campaign I kept all of my figures close as I didn't know how uni is going to be, somewhere mid november I realised I'm just not strong enough to keep going and came to realisation I actually first need self improvement and freedom (in other words- work, move out of my parents house after 2 or 3 years given how I'm not inheriting the house in the woods; and with any abd all savings I made by 30 yo wizard me try again at uni)
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I mean, I can stop now if I'm boring you
