>>15144759ay that's the spirit! hey if it's any consolation my friend was feeling exact same way as you. genuinely about to kill themselves, but they decided to keep trudging along and try and put up a fight. and now they got a truck, getting papers done for school, and i even have a lady friend who i wouldn't be shocked if becomes gf soon enough! so bro you can make it! you got this! take it a day at a time. you can do okay man