>>18567964>I know there are others on here like me, what did you do to gain back some motivation? Or if possible some emotions? And no, I'm not depressed.Same problem as you, I feel nothing. I'm like a husk, pretending to be human. An abomination of nature, destined to live a life without happiness nor sadness-- constant limbo.
I've given up on the hopes of "fixing" myself, it's impossible. I'm beyond saving, and anon, I assume you are too. I just want to leave you with one parting message; it no longer matters what you feel. You cannot be fixed. Just go with the flow and work. Work. The only thing that can even give me a SLITHER of feeling, is work. My father died and I did not shed a tear, my mother died and all I did was have a cigarette. My friend killed himself and all I did was stare. Work and seeing the fruits of my labour has made me feel something, I don't know what-- and I doubt I'll ever know, but I feel and that's a start.
