>>8549892Also look on the bright side, going blind would be a lot worse in your case. Also also I'm not usually serious when I suggest shit like going to Libya but giving the point of joining the FFL is to basically be first line cannon fodder in shitholes such as Mali maybe going to some North African country on behalf of a local government/governments to wipe out theocrats isn't such a bad idea in your case. Maybe you'll find a qt Arab GF, whatever.
Don't give up anon, you should like the kind of person society as a whole can still get value out of so long as you work around your disabilities. Just leave the Internet the autistic gay half of it anyway and go on JewTube to learn fancy new skills like how to make Cobb houses, that shit is pretty fucking neat.
In all don't give up on your dreams, find workarounds to achieving them, who needs baguette faggots anyway?