>>11520279it isn't hard just like it isn't hard to get food
it's what you're eating that matters
theres no objective worth to anything so you mostly just wanna eat what you wanna eat, my dad adores his shit flavourless food and finds my cuisine tacky and pretentious, however most people with actusl tastebuds preffer my cuisine over most things he'd eat
>women want sexand women have sex, they can actually choose partners and for one they can 10 or so fall for the same guy and if there weren't a societal stigma they all would
they don't want sex with weirdoes that make due to survive they want to have sex with chads hoping their pussies are good enough to trsnform chads into their perfect men
but they can't, because their pussies are worth squat as there can only be so much difference from one pussy to another, they think they are wirth salt but fail to see theres no substance to them- they hipocritically claim all men are the same but neither realise they have no unique personality on their own nor did they ever try people that are different from what their used to- they never have to take a step outside the comfort zone and when they do on accident they can just walk out like nothing happened
>half in orderI have nothing in order, my life is a crawling miasma od disarray and inconvenience, I'm unable to do anything right and my past is filled to the brim with failed projects and biased prognoses on how to do x or y
I just don't know what I'm supposed to do, theres nobody I can ask for advice, theres no guideline set I can turn my ibterest to, theres no intuition seated in my genes waiting to activate and theres no passion in me to keep goimg
as far as I care I died in fall of 2018 and atleast I act the role fittingly by being dead inside and alowing nobody in my mausoleum as the moment "unworthy" person takes a peep at who I really am I risk getting sent to prison
