>>529802>>530432>>530589You can't validate your life by how good you are at vidya. That's a good way to end up miserable with an electronic success addiction. IE you have to be good at SOMETHING so you supplement the most trivial of addictions to validate your own existence. This is very unhealthy. I recommend getting back to the games that you enjoyed just by playing them. You won't be the best and you never will. This is something you have to accept. Especially with how old you are. It's too late for you to be an MLG. If you're not playing for fun then stop playing.
>have no talents or skillYou're being dramatic. Everyone has some kind of talent or skill even if it's not apparent or impressive. I for one can bend wire to make little sculptures with forced perspective. You're not giving yourself the credit you deserve because you're sad right now which is okay. You do have skills you just have to look at them objectively instead of fantastically. Figure out what you actually are good at whether it be painting, cleaning or just listening when someone needs it. If you continue to be this hard on yourself you'll never be happy.
>never have/will win or succeed in anythingThat's where I'm going to stop you. By setting yourself up like this you're obviously going to fail. You have no faith in yourself and from what I can tell have very low self esteem. That's okay though as life is tough on people and society isn't that much nicer. You need to remember that nobody will understand you. Nobody will ever get you the way you do. Because of this you truly are alone in the world. Only YOU can find the good in yourself and recognize all the worth you have. Only YOU can motivate yourself to become something more than you are right now. Only YOU can make the change in your life to remove that which makes you depressed and supplement it with things that make you happy.
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