>>20287387you probably will ignore this but water your melons. find out at all cost what your melons are. and then you water them. and tend to them. and really mean it despite it being completely irrelevant in the end, because you love your melons, and because it's not irrelevant because of that. water your melons anon. I've been there. It sounds stupid. But watering my melons has led me to a beautiful place and I've never felt so happy.