>>16024816I have never had a boyfriend. The guys I liked were ugly nerds with pretty smiles who never liked me back because Ig Im genuily fucking retarded, and I have always felt I would die young so theres no fucking way Im dying a kissless virgin. Also, Im in college, people fuck in college, I also want to do things like that, but it feels like entering those areas in videogames where the recommended level is 50 and you are lv 4. I have no clue how people flirt, what they say, etc. If I tried to flirt I'd say something like "hey handsome~" and stay awkwardly quiet after because I dont know what else to say.