>>17769869>0 friendsJust some advice from personal experience. Friends are a huge mental drain and a mental chore. Constantly having to keep up with them, communicating with them on social media, needing favors, doing stupid activities that are mindless, most idiotic conservations...good riddance. The type of friends that are decent, that check up on you, are rare.
>never had gfBoy, you don't know what you're asking for bro. You are basically asking to have years taken off your life. At first it might feel like you're in a cloud but then the irritation starts. Women are cute and all but then they are a complete nuisance, irrational, and stupid. You will learn to hate them as I do now. I cannot stand women, they are holes to me.
Find something to keep yourself occupy. Lift a little and find a nice hobby. Enjoy and appreciate nature. Go fishing. If you really must have a gf, then hopefully you will find one that shares your views and hobbies.